It is a cold dark night and violence rules the world.
When you walk around in a constant state of alert it takes it’s toll. Nobody can be on all day every day. Breathe. Rest. Recover.
Sometimes it feels like I don’t speak the language
Be gentle with your self. It’s ok not to have all the answers
It’s not always interesting. And that’s the point. Being present when it’s uncomfortable is a challenge. And sometimes the directions aren’t obvious and there is no map.
Sometimes you have to step back and get a wider view and shift your perspective.
It’s amazing what you can accomplish when you’re supposed to be doing something else.
Sometimes it just feels weird